hopefully, mika

  • to belong

    to belong

    it took me so long to realize how for most of my life, i remained that little girl, pounding against the door, desperate to be let into something trivial.

  • letter from your ghost

    letter from your ghost

    But the ice was always thinner / Than the papers on the table / I was wrapped around your finger / And you knew it, you knew it – Lauren Aquilina TW: explicit mention of suicide I am a ghost.

  • no longer a liability

    no longer a liability

    banger song by Lorde, not so banger mentality heavy TW: explicit mentions of suicidal ideation, suicide, borderline personality disorder, mental illness i’m having an off day. i haven’t had one in a while, which is in itself throwing me — are you ready for it — off. but i guess i was due for one…

  • 2013 going on 2023

    2013 going on 2023

    some things never change. you are not one of them.

  • getting through.

    getting through.

    the one where mika reflects on what’s been getting her through life, god, and her basic love for jack antonoff.

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