it took me so long to realize how for most of my life, i remained that little girl, pounding against the door, desperate to be let into something trivial.
letter from your ghost
But the ice was always thinner / Than the papers on the table / I was wrapped around your finger / And you knew it, you knew it – Lauren Aquilina TW: explicit mention of suicide I am a ghost.
no longer a liability
banger song by Lorde, not so banger mentality heavy TW: explicit mentions of suicidal ideation, suicide, borderline personality disorder, mental illness i’m having an off day. i haven’t had one in a while, which is in itself throwing me — are you ready for it — off. but i guess i was due for one…